PEGGY-SINGS❤

2011

2011-12-30T22:11:00.001+08:00

As the title says, 2011. Its second last day of 2011 people, I bet every year is something different right?

Certainly as we age, time goes by faster. Its so fast that you barely catch or notice it. By the time you do, you would have realised its too late for whatever plans you intended but did not fulfill.
So how did you spend your year?

For me, I love and broke hearts. I did what might seemed to be the worst a girl could do to a guy. But I admit, I do regret. The outcome wasn't as nice as I thought it would be. But what done is done, as long as im contented with what I have now, its enough :)

I also realised some people still cared about me. This person in particular, he shocked me by saying he cared. But im still hoping we can be friends someday. I really hate to lose friends.

I've managed to catch up with more people, and im so happy to see them. It reminds me of the old days we had together and all the fun. Of course, I've made new friends too. Seeing so many of my friends getting pregnant is also one.

Deep down, I also lost something so dear to me. Even though it only lasted for awhile, but im glad I could experience everything about it.

2011 is really a year that I will not forget. I hope the world would not end in 2012 and I still have many wonderful and unexpected years to come.
To all reading now, I hope your year was as great as mine. If it was bad, make 2012 a better one :)

Goodnight and goodbye singapore in less than 10hours.

fail again.

2011-11-20T00:28:00.003+08:00

I really wanted to post a pretty long one but it's late and i'm working full shift tomorrow so I will cut the crap.

How is how I look now:

Goodnight.

Limits.

2011-11-13T19:38:00.001+08:00

Though I updated my blogger, I still cannot upload pictures. So its fine i'll do it will w/o pictures.

I bet everyone has their own limits. Be it tolerating someone, something, doing work, or whatsoever.
Maybe im petty, but im a girl so this gives me the rights to do it. And I don't need to fucking care who are you to show you face as long as you're a guy.

I haven't seen before such petty and selfish guy at all man. Fucking can be angry at a girl for no valid reason. I wonder if he really has balls man.
If it wasn't for someone else I would totally show you a fuck face man.
Thinking bout it just makes me sick in the stomach and blood boil.

Thinking bout his bday I wanna puke even more.

Its true man, I don't even need so many friends. Friends are those that wont leave you no matter what.
So no matter in future I have friends or not, it all don't matter as long as im happy with my family save and sound.

P.s: I miss my dad, I wonder what my life woild be if he was still around.

worthless.

2011-10-20T21:00:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, im just like that. Out of nowhere I have attitude. Make people angry. Make people clueless as to what went wrong.

That's me. I don't speak about what made me unhappy. Im always the opposite as to what you think of me.

Like today. I hate the fact that you were bothered by something and I couldn't make you better. Yet I threw temper around.

I guess im not worth so much time after all.

Guys are forever guys.

2011-10-05T18:17:00.001+08:00

So I was complaining to bdd bout him, like how annoying it is when you care so much and the person only knows how to ignore.

C'mon la. You can text others girls and flirt with them you cannot reply me meh?
Its not the first time I mention I hate people who don't reply text messages. I don't fucking get why get a phone when no one can reach you, or rather when I cannot reach you.

Maybe I think too much. But since you dislike me then share la. Don't have to post at social sites cursing one. Be a man. Its not the first time already.

I don't get why guys are always like that. They can't fucking say what they want and is forever doing things their way. Childish fag.

Maybe im too direct. But its not the first time I got this already so its too much.

Stand up and talk back if you're a man, with dick and balls, seriously.

yay! lappy finally!

2011-10-04T00:44:00.004+08:00

So i guess many might have seen my pictures on FB but here is what happened lately...

Currently im having my attachment. Though its not good pay but its something I've always been working for. Its much better right?

So i have been meeting so many friends lately, be it long time no see or very close that type.

It is good you know, like there is this freedom. which when you're together with someone you can't have.

Unless your partner trusts you. But you know, though your bf/gf allowed you to, wont you feel guilty?

Many things have changed since he left. And I'm getting used to the new environment with new people. Haha, watching show all night on Ipad is my new hobby <3

Got sick lately, guess a lot people too.

And i get hungry damn easily! :( likea hungry now already....

I better eat my medicine and go sleep. thats all now, bye folks.

Fated.

2011-09-30T07:39:00.001+08:00

Stayed up whole day till now just to have breakfast with him. End up its raining now...

What else can I say?

Dreams and reality.

2011-09-12T19:14:00.001+08:00

I often dream bout a lot of funny stuffs.

People whom knows me well should have heard me say bout it. Many funny dreams in fact. And I really wonder where did dreams come from.

Last night I dreamt bout you telling me you will wait for me.

Its so real, but I know its not true.

I hope dreams will stop deceiving me. And we will all move on, yea?

Dated.

2011-08-29T20:46:00.001+08:00

10 months ago I've cut my hair short.

It was our first date.

Yet today, is also our last day together.

I missed everything bout us, everything.

Smoking.

2011-08-20T06:52:00.001+08:00

I guess its evident that I dislike smoking? It was never my interest since my father died due to lung cancer.
Knowing that my father got cancer means there will be chance i'll get it too? Plus friends around me smoke too, even harder to not get it.

Not saying I dislike people whom smoke, but I really just wish for a smoke free environment. Not because im afaid to die but I detest the smell a lot? Just so bad man.

I was glad he don't smoke when I got to know him, whole 9 months without smoke.
Yet now, he picked it up again, Idk is it because of me or not.
Yes, I lied. Saying that I wasn't sad or what. Truth is he still matter somewhere inside. I don't know if its because I still like him or what, but he will still be on my mind as and when his image wants to appear.
Usually when im alone, its when im most vulnerable with his images.

I just cannot believe he took up smoking again. Knowing that his heart is not good, yet he smokes. The thought totally pains me. & I thought bout our promises one of it being not to smoke and "learn bad" inside ns.

Promises are meant to be broken, with this I learn. Anyway I was the one who broke the promise first, I got nothing more to demand since its over.

Guess I will just have to learn to accept the outcome of what I did in the first place. Moving forward is still the best option after all.

you just don't know it.

2011-08-03T20:06:00.003+08:00

Great, I got to post all over again since I forgot I cannot lock my phone else post will be gone.

So I was just saying, which girl isn't materialistic you tell me.

Which girl doesn't like their boyfriend to buy them what they want when they say they love it, pay for their expenses like spa, facial, hair, be able to treat them good meal at restaurant every time they go out?

If you're a girl and you hate guys to pay for you even to a single tiny bit, you must be lying.

Even though I dislike guys to pay for me all the time, it is good to know that he will pay for what you want every once in awhile.

The reason why I hated you to go out with your friends was because you always seemed to have money when you are with them. Pool, movie, whatever. Yet when we're together, we're always broke and could do nothing. Sometimes we even have problem affording something good.

This friend told me something like "if you think money is never an issue in r/s, you're fucking wrong." I realised and got it now. Yes, we cannot deny money is not the issue. Without money, how can a couple go out on date? How can they enjoy time together?

Though its not good that the girl becomes reliant on the guy, but once in awhile, if the guy is able to splurge on the girl, it really makes them feel pampered.

My post is getting more wordy each time. Too many to complain, too little you know.

But I guess you will never have the time again to know. I guess its only meant for myself then :)

i did think bout starting everything all over again with you, but since you already made it sound like there is no second chance, guess we will be better off like that :)

Round n round n round

2011-07-31T13:52:00.001+08:00

Life is not as pretty sometimes, isn't it?

We're always not the best, filled with imperfections that to us its disgusting.
Yet for those who cared/loved us, it didn't matter at all.

Its true that one cannot keep everything good to him/herself. That is what we call selfish.
I guess I can only keep one now, but I think im in no state to even keep one. Haha, happiness just gone like that.
I think I should enjoy the fact that I still can date people and hang out with friends. Or I can finally work so much and earn more money.
This world is realistic, maybe being lonely for awhile is good.

Happiness; I hope you return to me after awhile. Not now, please.

all over again.

2011-07-30T03:13:00.003+08:00

What is love when you didn't appear?

Yet again I keep asking myself, should I be doing this?

I want to be with both so badly.

One is because we've been together for 9months now, it didn't take me just a few days to love him. He was the one that really treated me like his everything. But now, everything is nothing.

Another though we've known each other for a long time, we only got better recently. With him there will be limitless laughter and surprises, probably the best part is he is already out of NS.

Both are so nice, pampering me like their Queen. Why do I have to just choose one and hurt another?

So fuck it. Its all gonna be good, I hope :)

Its july already

2011-07-03T00:00:00.001+08:00

Can you guys believe its July already?

This year had been really fast till now. Its more than half year gone! What have I achieved man?

If you guys had known, my place was under renovation, that also meant that my internet is gone! So I can only blog via phone which means PICTURELESS.
It sucks ok, but you guys could still catch me peektures on FB.
Will upload once I got internet access!

The coming week is so packed!
Tuesday im having a date with Ikea meatballs;
Wednesday im going for FREE haircut;
Thursay im watching 'surprise' movie with bebe;
Saturday im going to party!

Still thinking where to party and if I should go JB on sun. =/

The reason why im so packed with events is because my beloved boyfriend POP lo! 2 months passed in a breeze~

Still there is more to come. I will show you all the pretty pics taken by my new baby soon ok! :p
Till then, please tc of yourself all! (Y)

Camera!

2011-06-23T12:50:00.001+08:00

Im eggcited about getting my LX5 tomorrow!

Like I know finally! :p

Will blog more when I get the camera~

Love ya all peeps! <3

Animal and human cruelty.

2011-06-11T05:10:00.001+08:00

Witnessed a dog lying flat on ground after being bang by car today. (Though I didn't see the dog got bang)

I swear it was traumatic. The dog just lay there with 4 feets up panting so hard. I called SPCA and when they came it was gone.

It really affected me a lot, till now. I wonder if its fine now..... :'(

And recently hot news, the granny was mistreated in the home for elderly? Omfg I swear I can just dump the bitches into the sea.

And throw them naked in the streets. WTF DID THE GRANNY DO WRONG TO THEM?! Nb they should be jailed for a lifetime really.

Ok im too bored. I couldn't stand what I see and heard recently, guess its all cause my botak not with me. Finally he will be back from field camp tomorrow. I miss him so much.

Blog readers don't miss me ok! Good night! :D

Still wondering

2011-05-27T00:44:00.001+08:00

Been talking to this friend recently and realised some things about another friend. And pretty much stuff about her I didn't know sounds like me.

Then I pondered again, that's when I know what's wrong.

I compared it again and came to realization that I hardly have bad moodswings already. Though im still a bitch with nasty temper when im angry, but I hardly moodswing ever since im with him.

Love does change someone right? Esp when you found the right guy.
Its hard for me to believe it too.
I think I like it and I don't mind being like this forever :)

Life is so happy and fortunate to have you by my side.
I think I can settle down anytime :)

Good good

2011-05-15T01:18:00.001+08:00

Up and down we roll roll roll.

I'm all good already.
Two years down we will get married. Or engaged. Whatever. :p

Side track: if you have twitter, follow me!
I appear there more than anywhere. Lol. Username is peggysings! :D

Lovely no more.

2011-05-14T19:16:00.001+08:00

Got to a point where im so tired of r/s already.

That doesn't spell for something nice, really.

Half year old.

2011-05-11T23:19:00.001+08:00

Today marks a very special day.

Yet I totally screwed it up.

I was or rather we were so happy when I told him he has been my happiness for the past 6months and he told me i'm so sweet to do the letter till something happened.

I told him im catching movie with my male friend tomorrow.

That's it and cold war.
Right now should I feel sad or happy?

Walked from simei to secret place to found it wet. Im outside now cooling. Why can't we end the day happily?

Laugh at me for being dumb but I rather not lie.
Like someone said, you wont know what will happen 2 years later but why so negative?
I wont run, but will you trust me?

I guess you don't afterall.

& im kinda regretting to be tied down now, really.

Bark bark.

2011-05-10T23:11:00.001+08:00

Ok a quick one I really wanna blog but right now my house is in a mess, huge mess.

So my mum said the colour of the walls are like malay's house. Wtf? The colour is just not what I really want but erm... already painted.
Should have painted green instead.

My dog is always barking, argh.

Oh thanks to those who read my blog and asked me to cheer up.
Im a lot better and that stupid boy is coming back this friday. Can't wait to see him.

Im off to bed, sleeping in a space that is only enough for my body. Omg. Goodnight world!

My Love Post.

2011-05-03T22:21:00.008+08:00

Finally I'm back to blog.

This time I'm gonna post with pictures so no worries.

I know blog is like my private space but still people will update themselves often with this lil not updated corner of mine.

People who knows me should know I'm not a very computer person or rather I'm too lazy to use lappy.

Today marks a very special start of my so called new life so I should blog.

Can anyone guess what's it? (If you followed me on twitter you would have known)

Yes my poor boy is enlisting TODAY.

So much for not seeing him for 2 weeks, I wrote him letters just days before today.

Letters enough to last him for 2 weeks, not till his book out.

For people whom have seen him, bet you all know his presence is like mine.

When you see him, you see me. Like his sister once said we're like glued already, and that was just when we got together.

I am so dependent on him daily, now that I can't see him for 2 weeks, its torturing.

- no more purple line;

- no more "leticia"

- no more supper;

- no more warm hugs to bed;

& this list continues....

For those who have been through this yea you guys will know my feeling.

Just can't stop crying these days even before he's going in.

I cried to bed and he was asking me why....

I haven't really been so attached to anyone before, so its really tough for me.

So minutes after I started writing this post, best friend called.

He's the best when it comes to being a really good friend.

He knows when to do things and when not. We're so close many would thought we're together and often his or my partner will be jealous.

Yet this time I'm so so glad that my nini can clique with him.

Still remember the first time we went out to eat together. Was a total hard time. Yet now they are quite good! :D

Plus they will see each other daily now I'm so jealous.

(bear with me I want to write all out here)

*I love my bf he just cliques with all people I know.

So I was talking to best friend and asking how's the new batch in.

Well my ex is in his company (so happening) and my boy is in another.

He told me to cheer up cause he doubts bc will be calling.

And so I texted the boy and true enough, he injured himself and can't call. That moment I really want to start bursting into tears.

He told me he misses me so much and put his :'( face behind.

I'M A TOTAL FAGGOT WHEN I SEE THAT. I CAN'T STAND GUYS CRYING. I will feel SUPER UBER SAD.

So because mummy is just beside me I sucked up my tears, but the second text I totally cried. lol.

Enough of words pictures up now.

No more pedi/mani
no more working out
no more act cute face

no more ak (ah kua)

no more snapshots

no more oily face
no more supper

no more carrying bag
no more hugs

no more hair blowing

and of course, no more facial time.

I just hope he will be fine, and out soon.

I know its not the end of the world.

Birthday.

2011-03-27T13:33:00.001+08:00

Hello, its 27 again. And this time its march 27, one day after my birthday.

What am I doing here?
To complain. About things. People. Relationship.

I don't know why I have so many things to complain. Maybe its like what someone said, ima perfectionist, I want everything to be perfect-my way; my style.

Yet most of the times I wont speak about it, I want that someone or whoever to know it.
Because I feel that if he/she understands me, he/she will know what I want and how I want things to be.

Unfortunately, I haven't found someone that truly knows me.

Its sad you know, because though I might have friends who are friends with me for years, they still don't know what I want.

Makes me feel: what for I have friends then?

Here are the list of things I liked/ never liked:

- I like surprises.
- I hate people to ask me what I want (for gifts/presents)
- I like you to let me cool down and talk to me after awhile (in a fight or what)
- I hate to make decisions even its my big day. (If you got the heart you will plan all for me)
- I like to stfu when im not in the mood
- I hate friends who ask bout my bday when they have no intention at all to celebrate for me.
- I like presents more than treats.
- I hate good/best friends who knows its my bday yet they don't wish me. (They should fuck off from my life)
- I like people to wish me in texts than FB. (Fb is for losers la)

A lot more right?
This year I only ate cake once, compared to last year its nothing.
I will post again with all the people I wanna thanks.

And to some, or rather the one, that I don't wanna see. You better get lost with all your new friends.

Last, happy belated birthday to me.
(I shall pamper myself with a watch soon)

posted from Bloggeroid

Holiday

2011-03-12T03:08:00.001+08:00

I haven't been blogging have I? And everytime I do, its with my phone. And phone cannot upload pictures which is damn irritating.

Now, im blogging in bangkok.
In case you didn't know im on a 5d4n holiday with my ni and his family.
The trip is enjoyable so far but also depressing.

Idk if its just me or what. The first night here I cried badly. Now last night I cried too.
Somehow there's a lot on my mind and I just cannot figure them or what, stress builds up and the only way to release: crying.

I know im being hard on him, so demanding.
First I want him to quit badly, now I want him to earn money. Seriously what do I want?

Out of nowhere I can just get angry, I really don't know what's wrong. Can't be pms already, its way past.

Think I've taken him way for granted. I think he's getting sick of me, I think happy moments wont last long.
I think he will not want me one day, as always.

It was our 4th month yesterday and here I am talking about all these. Thanks lil mind of mine. You sure know how to make my fragile heart fall way to the bottom.

posted from Bloggeroid

Doubts

2011-03-07T03:51:00.001+08:00

Is it me? Or is it you?

I think its me. Why do I always get upset out of nothing? Just because I can't play the game I want? Or is it because im too tired?

Somehow im not ready for bangkok at all.

Suddenly I feel like hiding somewhere, where no one can see me, and stay there for awhile.

I just feel like going missing in action.

What's wrong? Can someone tell me what to do?

I really don't wanna see us like that, its not good at all. Its tiring too.

posted from Bloggeroid

Sleep

2011-02-25T19:07:00.001+08:00

Even my phone is against me. FML.

Its true sleep is essential to us, but don't you think you're sleeping way too long?

Almost up to 12 hours daily, and yet its me who woke you up daily too. When I sleep, you work. When I work, you sleep. But you are even sleeping way more than me.

My friend told me, "nvm let him sleep longer."
Don't you think its too long? Who or what am I supposed to talk to or do when you're sleeping?

Like that I might as wee throw my phone away. Looking back you used to wake up at 7 or 8am just to accompany sms when I go to school.

What now? I have to call you, and still cannot too early. Why? BLOODY TO LET YOU SLEEP LONGER.

And when I really do, you answer, Wan make my blood boil even more. So many times I tried to keep cool but failed.
Can't you hear me in phone or can't you understand? Forever no answer? Fuck it hard, seriously.

Its either my pms or I had enough. Go on and sleep all you want.
Probably I will just meet you once a month, best.

posted from Bloggeroid

Busy

2011-02-21T00:53:00.001+08:00

Twitter,
Foursquare,
Facebook
And whatsapp are my friends now.

Sorry blogger, I will be back after exams.
Promised.

Ps; soon formspring will be in the list! :p

posted from Bloggeroid

Awhile.

2011-02-07T00:43:00.001+08:00

Okay blog readers, I promise I will blog soon, maybe on 26feb :p

Happy lunar new year btw! :)

Miss me?

2011-01-25T05:28:00.001+08:00

I knew uploading of picture would fail, so whatever. Its 5:19am now and im still wide awake. Probably due to drinking too much. Gotta wake up at 6:15 later, should I even sleep?

Right now I just wanna hug someone to sleep, but he's not back yet. Poor him got to work when im supposed to be sleeping. Its heart aching knowing the fact that we wont have much time with each other and I kinda think night life is bad influence. Worst still his sister worry so much for him.

To my dear nini if you're reading this, please take good care of yourself and we'll enjoy in march okay? I love you the most, muacks.
Oh and I actually got two surprises for you, check it out yourself!

Till then, goodnight people! Hands are damn tired typing in this mini keyboard :/

New Year, New hopes, New age! :(

2011-01-02T21:12:00.004+08:00

我喜欢你，我喜欢你~

Listening to my idol Elva's song now, so relaxing!

Currently at my cousin's house, since i got nothing to do i shall blog!

Well, new year, new hopes right? I have a whole list of things i want to do and want to get!

Let's blog it! :D

First of all, I really hope that I can do well in studies.

( I need to focus more, less work, more time for school. I really don't want any bad dreams anymore :[ )

2. Save more, Spend less!

( You should know I spend money never think one. Should start giving mummy $100 per month if possible. )

3. Lose weight with my nini.

( From 12325467657645532 years ago I have been saying this, but I really need determination this time, I hope I can! )

4. Someone to surprise me.

( Have always been planning people's birthday, but when will people do it for me without me saying? :/ )

5. Make more new friends, but keep those old friends too.

( this has always been hard for me. But I hope the old friends stay (L) )

Think thats about it. I don't wanna wish for too much.

Some photos for you all!

my cute gino (when small)

okay! time to sleep liao, now already 11.13pm.

next week is my doomsweek! seeyou all people!

AND HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

Advance Christmas?

2010-12-20T23:58:00.005+08:00

Hello readers!

Finally Im on comp to blog this time, HAHAHA.
(you should hear my evil laughter)

Had been soooooooooooo busy with work that I totally had no time to do some catching up with friends.
But its Christmas soon and so I had 2 days off planned for big things~!

First of all, I DYED MY HAIR! (Y)
Its not exactly what I imagined but yea, I think colour will fade :/
Whatever. And after much consideration,
I CUT BANGS, like again.

Well, I hope it won't spoil my image as a sexy bitch. HAHAHA.

Secondly, though my intended Christmas Party failed, we are still catching up for a dinner tomorrow. Yay.

But lets hope some spoiler will not get in my way and make my day "remarkable".

TYVM.

Soon it will be a new year, I hope I'll have time for my resolutions.
And of course. My report :x

Till then, catch me at Bugis throughout the month!

MERRY CHRISTMAS~!

Horoscope

2010-12-14T01:34:00.001+08:00

Because somehow fb cant share this, i wanna share this here. Read:
Capricorn Dec 14 2010
Are you feeling merry yet, Capricorn? Or are you feeling ho-ho-hopeless? Hopefully not the latter, though this time of year does sometimes bring out the darker emotions. That's because people begin to compare their actual lives to the lives they dreamed about and idealized a long time before. Your life may not yet live up to the fantasy you had for it, but that doesn't mean your dream can't come true somewhere down the road. In the meantime, make sure you allow yourself to feel merry, and to embrace the happiness that's there for the taking.
--
Copyright (c) DailyHoroscope.
Download it now -- http://bit.ly/DHmobile

Well its pretty true, even for my own sign.

I think everyone should just dl this.

What's with me; what's with the world?

2010-12-07T17:34:00.001+08:00

Because I'm lazy, I should blog with my phone.

Recently everyone is busy with their stuffs, be it work, love, friends or school.
What am I busy with?

Was busy with my competition, but now i'm all busy with MST. Soon, i'll be busy with work. Then maybe new job as FM DJ, who knows?

But these few days, i'm half sad and happy.

I'm happy because I got a bf who dotes me like i'm his princess;
Happy because chrismas is coming, I will get presents;
Happy because holidays starts this week;
And happy because I've got big plans ahead.

Yet, I am very sad too.

I'm sad because I hate family disputes;
Sad because some friends are not talking to me anymore;
Sad because things don't work out the way I want them to be;
And sad because why these people wanna make my holiday season so depressing.

What can I do, if I lose them as friends, then I guess its just life.
No point being sad, I hate crying over little things like this.

Don't tell me you are busy because its totally an excuse. How long would it take to just send me a text asking" how're you?"

Friends are there, not entering your life as and when they like.

Ps: I pity Gino.

What the heck

2010-12-07T17:08:00.001+08:00

Why can't I post with this shit? Damn now I got to type all over

New?

2010-12-04T01:54:00.001+08:00

Okay this is getting frustrating.

I tried to blog just now but didn't seemed to work. Whatever, my new phone is just awesome.

Thanks to motorola and 883jia fm for the wonderful experience and motorola flipout!
I swear I feel like puking now, bloody illness :(

Goodnight, morning shift tomorrow :(((

G.

2010-11-26T23:12:00.001+08:00

Fuck off from the world.

I just feel like crying loudly now.

Guess what?

2010-10-26T23:40:00.002+08:00

Okay, I'm happily talking to a cute person now.

OMG WHY ON EARTH GOT SUCH FUNNY PERSON ONLY?!

Alright, I know I really neglected you dear blog, but I promised to blog soon alright?

Too much is happening recently.

Totally need a break.

Good luck to those having O levels okay?

And to those school just started study hard!

New uniform!

2010-10-10T00:24:00.001+08:00

I know i look tall and slim here (like nonsense only cause i just ate mac) but here's what i'll be wearing for the month of oct! Everyone says its so casual and thought its home clothes. I think hot pink suits me more! More wild la~

Anyway i really wanna go holiday next year :( but i can't figure who to ask? Damn. Tomorrow full shift! D;

Sick

2010-09-28T13:23:00.002+08:00

Had been really sick these days.

I bet many people are like me, sick as well.

Guess its all because of weather change. Damn it. It sucks to be this sick :(

Right now I'm not totally well, but still I'm fine, half dying maybe.

I'm so scared I will get my colleagues sick also :/

Okay, let's start proper blogging.

What went wrong recently?

Why is everyone in rs problem? (Apart from me maybe)

Couples who are together long enough are breaking up.

Everyone is just so troubled over love.

Though I'm not a love expert, and I always use my own way to solve the problems,

I actually think that giving each other some time apart will be best.

BUT THAT IS ONLY GOOD IF YOUR BF/GF WILL STAY BY YOUR SIDE AT THE END OF THE DAY LA!

Don't come bloody say separate for awhile then end up he/she goes to another girl/guy.

Like that it is damn dumb lor.

But also, you have to think after all is this guy suitable for you?

I know you might have given him all, but has he?

Or, is it even possible to live without quarreling a day?

Ask yourself questions, cause at the end its you who matters, not him?!

To some, here is my advice:

If your bf fucking thinks he is handsome/attractive/cute, fuck him hard.

He don't deserve all your love, he will just end up flirting with another girl.

If your bf is younger than you, try harder. Younger guys only wanna play, get attention and is easily jealous. For what put yourself in these situation?

If your bf is older A LOT, then you don't have to try at all. Older guys don't hardly care about anything so all you can do is make sure you don't get yourself hurt when you realise he wanna go out with another girl etc.

Okay, i'm done.

Because I'm sick and I had enough nonsense from someone today. TWEET!

PS: If you are a man, bring your guts out. Man wouldn't lecture someone (esp a girl) so hard on FB.

BS.

2010-09-11T04:31:00.002+08:00

I told you already, when tears dry, it means the end.

You should be glad, cause I still have tears.

You should also worry, cause they are really drying up.

Tremor.

2010-09-04T23:39:00.002+08:00

What's worst than receiving a phone call early in the morning to know that someone you love is in danger?

I really hope his friend is fine by now already, he's too young to die.

Why boys are always boys?

They always do things never think one.

They fight, they drink, they smoke, they fuck.

But everything they do they always think its good, they are right.

Why can't they see that we are the one who love them, and don't wish to see them hurt?

Why in the end they chose not to listen and do it the way that will make our heart skip a beat?

It is worrying you know.

Seeing your love one always hanging around with bad company, and the next thing you know, he's in danger.

I know he won't see this, but hey, I can't stop thinking about it.

Why the fuck do Gangsters even exist?

I hope the son of a bitch get caught, that's all.

I hope that Gangsters will also grow up one day to see that what they are doing now is S.T.U.P.I.D and they will regret for doing so much to hurt and worry people around them.

What goes around comes around.

P.S: I really wanna post some photos, but idk where the hell is my cable.

P.P.S: Jealousy, FML.

Nights.

Will it be better if we ain't together?

2010-08-31T08:15:00.003+08:00

I am thinking too much again.

I swear I feel you cold towards me.
Or maybe, somehow you feel the same.
But hey, you don't even look me in the eye anymore?

Maybe later part then you were okay.

Now I couldn't get to sleep.
Thinking of how your friends are more important to you,
maybe I should not hold you too tight.

I think my friends need me too.

I miss how we were in the past, I really do...

女朋友是这样对待的吗？

2010-08-28T20:17:00.002+08:00

I know all i am to you now is being unreasonable.

Cause I restrict you from meeting your friends etcetc.

Stand in my shoes and look at it ok.

I take off from last month just to go out with you every month and ended up you're just meeting me for a movie.

If that is the best you can do to your gf, I rather you go out your friends.

Your friends last min ask you out can even win my date that I asked for a month.

These just shows how nice you are okay.

You say you don't like me to do last min changes, yet you did it today,

made me sleep the whole day till 7+, 8 and tell me you're just meeting me for a midnight movie.

I should just have asked my friends out.

Great, I just did what I want.

How?

2010-08-25T01:24:00.002+08:00

Hi earthlings.

I don't know what have I done. Or what the hell am I thinking now.

I'm lost. I'm paranoid.

Did I do something wrong?

I sensed that it feels like May 2009 suddenly.

He is being cold and its so weird.

Is it just me? Or really something has happened that I didn't know?

How God? I'm very unstable now.

If you were my close friend, you would have known that past few days weren't good at all.

Now I'm broke too.

But I'm broke cause I'm saving. Ironic hor?

I really wish to upload some pictures, but sorry my phone really cannot make it.

Maybe when I ask from someone.

I should stop thinking now, ask him tomorrow, and trust him <3

Meaningless.

2010-08-17T17:47:00.002+08:00

What makes a good relationship?

Being able to compromise, gain trust by one another and never do things behind your partner's back.

So what if all these are not present in a relationship?

No one is perfect, that is why we accept flaws and try to change it.

You are really lucky, if one day you meet a guy, who totally has what you like.

But wait, can he accept the way you are?

I know I am not perfect, neither are you.

Therefore we must learn to give in, and give way to one another.

In my relationship, its not all about me.

I will give in, if it is right. But seeing that you no longer want to give in, whatever I do won't change any fact.

If you don't wish to give in, compromising won't happen.

All you will get is quarrels everyday.

About trust issue, cmon guys. If your girl is talking to someone else out there, so what?

We need a life too, we need friends.

IF YOU CAN'T BE THERE WHEN WE NEED YOU, ITS OUR FRIENDS WHO CAN BE THERE.

But to the girl, get a life also.

If your guy can throw away all his friends for you, please don't be demanding and go overboard.

He can do it, so can you.

That applies if only his world is all about you.

Whatever, trust is important.

Without trust, the relationship is broken.

No understanding also.

Last of all, doing things behind your back.

If you want to meet a girl/guy, tell your partner.

Why lie? Things will turn nasty if he/she realised you are lying.

Isn't it?

Be frank, if he/she trust you, he/she will understand.

If they can't, fuck them. You should not even be together with him/her.

Saying so much, what about to myself?

UGLY

2010-08-12T01:43:00.003+08:00

Because I know at least Hannah & Joey is stalking my blog, so I'll post (:

Facts about today/ what I have been thinking:

1. My left middle finger hurts like a dog.

This is because I was practicing guitar for someone's birthday video. Was like, OMG. Kill me?!

But I was pro enough to learn through Youtube! :D

2. Screw the fucking class outing.

I swear to Jesus Christ/ Mother Mary/Guanyi pusha/Sun Wukong and all the other religions god I will never organize such stupid outing again.

Because all i get in the end is anger due to receiving all the lame and stupid excuses.

Cmon, get a life. JUST ONE FUCKING DAY WILL KILL YOU OR MAKE YOU FAIL EXAMS MEH?!

Whatever, I still prefer clique outing :)

3. Quit CCA, do something constructive.

Not exactly my CCA is bad, but I really got no time for it. But how should I tell Sakina? :(

4. Studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

I always tell myself must study. But what do I do in the end? Hais.

5. Why do people always like to get hurt by the same person twice?

6. I yearn for a couple date soon! <3

7. Waxing next friday should be cool!

8. Diet, BURN FATS.

9. Too many things on my mind. I should get an organizer soon.

10. Last of all, thanks to Hannah, Joey & Khairul for making my life in Poly awesome <3

Not forgetting my dear baby boy, goodluck for your prelims!

Fun 30.

2010-07-30T22:28:00.003+08:00

Current mood: Sleepy & tired.

Okay, I kinda had a long day today, freezing mad shit also.

Morning wake up for school, so reluctant!

Raining is the best to sleep, but got test, bo bian drag myself go.

Test was ok! Like Joey said: " At least can pass! "

Positive hor! HAHAHA.

Then I went back to meet Baby, I saw Elena at simei station!

Walked back together lor since she live so near Baby (:

After Baby was done with bathing and all, we went to meet Kuanny!

Been awhile since I saw him, and the first question he asked was about Meihua -.-

MEIHUA SO HOT NOW LEHHH! :D

The movie we intended to watch was Despicable Me, at 5.15pm.

Damn sad cause we were late and it was bloody sold out.

I was so disappointed I don't know why I will even cry.

NB CP DAMN WEAK LIAO.

BUT, we ate Aston! <3<3

It was sad cause Baby can't eat steak, so yea. But its damn cheap la, who cares.

Maybe movie another day lor, hahhaa.

After eating we walked to Plaza Sing, then Heerens find Jasmine, then ALT!

It is really people-less there lor. Not really good.

But yea! Ultimately I had a happy, really pleasing day with my dear boyfriend!

Cause we haven't been on such a nice date for a really long time already (:

I love you baby! Thankyouverymuch for today!

Happy Belated One Year & One Month Love :*

Angry.

2010-07-22T20:32:00.002+08:00

I hate it when I'm fucking waken up by something when I sleep.

In this case a phone call. I think the easiest way to make me damn angry is to wake me up when I'm asleep.

WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND LIKES TO WAKE UP FOR NOTHING?!?!

Then worst, period cramp. Bad stomach.

I don't even know what to eat and I don't have appetite to eat, yet I can get hungry.

NB WHY WE GIRLS SO SUAY ONE AR.

Along with all the headaches also.

Then when I log into MSN. Guess what.

My stupid brother go change my MSN Skin.

Cb what is worst man, then waking up in such a bad mood.

I feel so much like crying suddenly just now.

See this is how bad is my moodswing.

Whatever, I got to study soon.

Now, download a nice skin which is white bg, (which is fucking ugly omg)

then by the time should be dinner-time.

Holidays coming, means exams also coming.

Have to strive harder, cannot forward module, if not I really don't know what else is good about school.

Moodswing, go away.

Last of all, this video did make my mood a lil better, so yea guys, check it out and vote it okay? :)

http://www.nparks.gov.sg/justbinit/videos/view/67

Chaos,

YOU ARE USELESS.

2010-07-14T23:48:00.002+08:00

I seriously wanna fuck myself now.

Why the fuck I wanna land myself crying when I fucking know that you don't care.

All you do is scold me on FB.

I fucking shouldn't even have went online to see.

Should just fucking stay put and watch some funny gameshow.

Now what, all I can do is fucking cry.

Really la hor, I had enough.

You got bored of me is it. Really fuck off then la.

Why the hell I wanna get so upset, again and again AND BLOODY FUCKED UP AGAIN!

WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO DO THIS TO ME?!

If you are reading this, You should bloody consider fucking off already.

I think you got sick of me, this fat bitch who knows nothing but to ruin your day la hor.

KNNBCCB.

You think you know scold I don't know la.

WAIT TILL YOU SEE OKAY.

You can be childish, I CAN EVEN DO IT BETTER.

You don't fit to be a man, really.

Sunday Sianess.

2010-07-11T14:28:00.003+08:00

Alright, back to blog. No idea why, but I think I should blog more.

Been having dreams, weird dreams, funny dreams, really gets me high dreams also.
Well if you didn't know, I have loads of dreams. Maybe cause I don't get sound asleep everytime I sleep.
Still, dreams for me are regulars. And I can have plenty of dreams in a night!
Some will scare the hell outta me, some will make me cry like no tomorrow.
That is how weird my night can be.
But I wonder, if I was sleeping beside someone who loves me, will that happen?

I am always jealous, because my brother's gf has been staying over as and when she wants.
I also want to sleep like that with my boy. Not to do anything dirty or what, its more like, I feel nice when I see him next to me :)
I bet many have experienced this before. It's so nice!
Can take care of him when he is sick, or hug him to sleep.
I think I will never have nightmares like that man.

But I think it won't happen anytime soon la.
Probably till I'm old enough to get a house for myself.

I'm getting sick soon I think.
My throat has been playing stunts already.
BUT I STILL WANNA SING. BADLY.

Anyone interested to open a concert with me tag/call/text me.
Everyone is eligible.

Here are some photos. I think I look like a summer doll yesterday :D
PS: Even Xuan En says I got the look for air stewardess! <3 Howhowhow?

Happy.

2010-07-07T22:08:00.004+08:00

Okay, I was telling xin & her bf that Happy is Gary's dog. Lame I know :)

First, Yes, Peggy is a happy girl today.
Had photoshoot, idk if its considered fun not, but yea. At least I have some pretty photos! :D
(Paiseh cause i'm recently addicted to Hokkien and terms like idk)

Then I think I fat already! (I'm always fat la, just fatter a bit more now?)
Okay, some guys now will go like, Fuck la, girls always complain they are fat,
BUT FACT IS, I AM REALLY NOT SKINNY. Chubby, meaty me= FAT.
I should really start eating healthily. OMG.

Also, I should have a full body check up soon.
For some who knows me, I little bit also complain already la.
And I get like little pain everywhere one la.

Like now, fucking painful tongue, STUPID ULCER LA HOR.
Whatever, I hope nothing happens la.
I still hope to have a longer future, I think.

Meanwhile I should do dental also :D
Like fun only.

Well, let pictures do talking then!

Okay, the last pic should be scary enough for a nightmare, GOODNIGHT!

What I am to you?

2010-07-06T22:51:00.002+08:00

Many times, I ask myself:

Who really cares about me?

The answer was never in my head, I really don't know who. If you force me to give out some answers, obviously it's my mum and nanny.
But will there be anyone else?

I was talking to a friend today, explaining what type of person I am.
Here is the summary:

I love to cry;
Hide things to myself;
Tried to share but always don't get back what I want;
Love to help friends with their problems;
Damn lazy;
No motivation- unless important la;
I share every single thing with people whom I love - Boyfriend;
Gullible;
Moodswing like mad;
Always do things already then regret;
Never had good relationship with girls;
I can never be good;

Ultimately, crying is my best friend.

My blog also! Though I keep neglecting it :( Sorry.

I don't want to be a pain in his ass you know, causing more trouble to him.
I want him to be happy too.
But today, I was really not feeling well and happy already, but his attention was all on his friend and brother.
I think I over reacted, I felt that he don't really give a damn to me.

And I think, I should open up.
I cannot treat my blog like a throw up place.
I used to blog happily, but why have things become like I sad only come blog?

My life have changed so much.
I don't want to be sad already, must be happy!

I know my blog loves me,
I love myself also.
Maybe I should give us both time.
Shouldn't think about him so much, being such a glue.
Fuck it. That shall be it :)

I should be happy more, hardworking also please :)

I need a place to hide.

2010-06-23T18:55:00.002+08:00

After so long, all the ups and downs, we still don't understand what we need.

Couples are least prone to quarreling after being together for longer time right?

Yet it was reversed for me. I don't know what is wrong with us.

I really don't.

Is it because we're way too different in our mindset?

Or it is because of our age difference? Generation gap?

I feel helpless and worthless when he scolded me yesterday.

I know I'm being kpo, trying to help when I know nothing, but I wanna help, because I know he won't to a thing to it (how I understand him).

But in ended up that he got mad and yea, major quarrels.

Yes, I'm a fucked up person cause I hate it when you treat like nothing happened in the morning the next day.

That is me, what more you want?

I'm not like you, wake up then go "Hi baby, I'm up."

Then what?

What else can I say? "Okay."

But I tried to give in. I tried to reply in nice tone, even send you a picture and you said its ugly.

Come on, I tried my best.

But nothing to you is nice, nothing is pretty.

I think I'm even worst.

Is this going to end up even worst in the near future?

Cause if so I would just end it here. It saves me from heartpains.

You have changed, from when I met you.

I have too. After being together I demand more and you start to see me as a loathe.

I agree. Sometimes I cannot stand myself, why the fuck am I so kpo, nosey.

Always poking into your stuffs and others stuff.

Maybe I cared in the wrong way.

But I cannot stand it when I get blamed.

Just like your friend case.

Being nice but ended up not nice.

Okay, maybe your friend is right.

We should end this, what he said really affected me great time.

Till now. I swear I cannot get over it.

I always thought as long as we like/love one another, we are willing to compromise, all can be done.

But look, don't seems like that for me. Or us.

We can't even understand and give in at the same time.

What else can I do to make you happy?

Telling me to stop bothering your stuffs? I can't.

Unless you're not my friend anymore. If not I really cannot don't do it.

I think I'm just a screwed up for life.

Bye.

Loving you was the most happy part of my life, and losing you was never an option I would choose to take.

Nicely done.

2010-06-20T02:51:00.003+08:00

Well, first of all, happy father's day.

Another year passed, and yea. Here we are, one year older.

Sometimes, I really think, what will become of me if my father was still around?

Would I even be what I am today?

But yea, this is life.

We can't stay forever at the same spot, I bet he want us to move on like cmon.

We can't tear forever, we only do when we're really down and missing him; right?

But to dear daddy (here it goes):

You know that every year this day I will blog to you. On my blog of course. You know I always miss you, watch movie or drama with people losing their dad, first thing I think of is you, how I didn't cherish time being with you, how I always hate you. But you know what, I think you are the best daddy on Earth. In short, I miss you. I hope now you already moved on. Whatever in after life I don't know, I just know, you'll always be remembered. I wanna dream of you again.

Last of all, I love you. I know we all do.

Happy Father's Day.

Then another major thing in life: Love.

I know I did so wrong, by going out with guys, by chit-chatting with them. I know, I am really sorry. I hope you forgive me, We start all over again, okay?

I can't lose you already. Last time: we can give it a shot.

I want to have kids with you, start a family, till we age.

I choose to change, because its you baby. (:

I want you okay?

I want the world to know that you are mine. And I'm proud that I have a bf like you baby.

I love you :)

Alright, last of all. YES, I chopped my hair. For sometime medium length :P

here is a pic:

So yea? People were saying today longer than yesterday. Maybe cause idk how to blow. But anyway, I'm done here. GOODNIGHT AND STAY TUNED!

Roller Coaster.

2010-06-08T22:27:00.006+08:00

Been some time since I blogged.

I think that since this month started, its kinda fast paced for me.

Don't know whether its because this month was scheduled way earlier than it is, or I'm just dreading for this month.

Whatever, I know it hasn't been pretty much enjoyable.

June is here, I realised I lost weight?

I don't know if it is true. Whatever. I hope I lose more weight.

Become bones also can. Nobody cares la.

Seriously, June isn't the best time is it?

IT show is coming, holidays blahablah.

Somehow I don't feel happy?

Sick.

Forget it. I better stop here.

I might end up complaining more.

Here are some photos:

My Best friend Crying is always the best thing for me.

Goodnight.

Bitching partner please!

2010-05-31T23:23:00.003+08:00

OMG, I really need someone to bitch to.
I really can't stand it when I see my FB?
She's like so scheming and hypocrite?
The words she say really cannot trust sia.

WHYTHEFUCKDOIKNOWHERMANOMFG!

I think I need to bitch to Joey tomorrow already.
If not, Jasmine.
Maybe Gina too. HAHAHA.

I've linked you GINAYEELIBIN! Happy not :D

Sorry ar, changed skin so I only linked those I always go to,
if you want me link tag me lor :)

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Alright, here it goes.

PEGGY IS LOOKING FOR NEW FRIENDS!!!

Who wanna be my friend please tag me or email me.
HAHAHAHAHA.
I know I'm stupid but its real please.
I need someone to bitch to, slap me when I'm dreaming & acc me go out as and when I can.

Whatever. I love my Boyfriend IanYeoHuangHui and I'll protect him no matter what,
cause I'm IronWoman. (quoted by Iany)

晚安!

Relax?

2010-05-28T23:42:00.003+08:00

I wonder who still reads my blog now.

This blog is like, so dead. No updates, nothing.

I wished that I had a phone, that allows me to update blog wherever I go,

that keeps me connected online,

that I can check email with,

search for whatever I need online.

THAT IS WHY I WANT IPHONE 4G !!!

But I guess I still have to wait for some time ):

Didn't even want to blog but because I forgot to check the venue for cca tomorrow I need to on my comp again ): Peggy is getting lazy.

I'm really keen to go Korea next year, but I'm also wavering cause my baby won't want to join me.

I really hope he comes with me ): It'll be so much fun.

We've been together so long now that I think I cannot do without him.

Everything he does matter, everything about him I wanna know.

Though sometimes he's really selfish, but still I love him. (Wei da hor baby? :D )

Thanks for all the wonderful times baby.

Thank you that you chose to get me back so badly.

Thank God that I found you too. <3

Happy 11 months yesterday baby; ( if from 26mar is 14months )

I love you :)

Also I've been wanting to say sorry.

To that someone I didn't keep my promise to.

I'm sorry I misled you into a relationship when I knew I haven't let go of him.

I'm sorry I've used you.

I'm sorry I left you heartbroken.

But I hope you're fine.

May you be happy. Always.

I feel like pampering myself sometime.

I need help with which lappy to buy,

which cammy to get too.

Who want to offer me helppppppppppp tag me please.

Love all, Nights.

Live,

2010-05-19T11:13:00.002+08:00

Since its cell biology now and I got no idea of what is it about, I decided to blog!

I was reading some blogs and were kinda tempted to blog.

Things weren't the best for my weekends.
I almost did something that I would regret for the rest of my life.
But I was glad, he stopped me.
He told me he wanna continue, though he didn't sweet talk, I know he was sincere.
And seeing him like that makes me weak, I wasn't firm on any decision anymore.

How much in life have you experience fear?

The fear of losing someone;
The fear of getting caught (when you did something wrong) ;
The fear of losing your way;
The fear of taking your results when you didn't study for an exams;
& the fear of being lonely.

Of course there are more fears in life.
But which one made you shiver in come kind of coldness?
Which left you heart-broken or sad?
Or even, which makes you feel like fainting?

If you had before any of these, you really experienced something huge.
At least it shows that you cared about the thing you were doing, that leads to the fear you feel.
If you feel so strongly about something, I think its dumb if you just let it go.

I know I am KPO, but I don't like to see friends who fall out of love when I know they cared for each other.
What's worst is when both don't speak up, don't give in.
Communication & Trust is most important in a Relationship.
So no matter what you did, how you feel you should always talk about it to your other half.
You don't want to let it be a gap between you two right?

That is why I will try my best to help my friends :)

Well, maybe we are all too young to talk about love.
But at least, if we only had a life to live, live without regrets!
So experience life, not learn how to live.

I think all very bullshit, but I hope it helps!

PS: I know what the lecturer is talking about despite the fact that I didn't listen!

Schooldays.

2010-05-10T15:55:00.003+08:00

Alright, i'm back to update my about to die blog.
I really wanna change my blogskin! But I really got no time.

Was supposed to sleep while waiting to meet baby later, ended up with computer checking mails & fb.
Alright, I know I'm not a really Fb or computer fan, but once I logged onto it I will at least stay for an hour or two.
So many things to do recently, hardly have time to even rest, TILL TODAY!

Cause I was feeling really unwell since yesterday, decided to rest & see doctor later today.
So means no school for me !

Not really happy but I really need a day off.
I'm like mentally drained.

Plus I'm spending money like nobody's business.

Recap of where I just spent moneyyyy $$ on:

1. Facial.
I decided to go for a facial package, using my own money, cause I think they are really good?
Shall advertise for them soon. (:

2. Food.
I've been eating expensive food too much recently! Instead of my replacement meals I kept eating ):

3. Nails, Perfume, Accessories.
Just did my nail, bought perfume & things like that. But I'm still keen on having Acrylic Gel nails done! :D

Well despite the fact that I'm spending, I'm saving too!
Signed up for the savings plan recently & so I get to spend without thinking of not saving monthly! Ain't that GREATTTTTTTT?!

Still, I think I wanna do up one shopping list.
I wanna get a camera, a good necklace, a good pair of heels & my eyeshadow palette!
MY COACH BAG TOO ):

Well ultimately I just wanna spend more time with my baby too ):
We hardly have time for one another.

你有没有在听？

2010-05-03T00:49:00.002+08:00

Hi blog.

I didn't think my blog would survive so long.
Almost reaching 300th post.
Thanks. To everyone reading; and also thanks to myself for blogging. (Lame)

I made a friend recently.
Her name is Joey Goh.
She's a nice girl, always listening to me & helping me out.
I hope she don't find me a hassle or burden.
I hope this friendship can work out.

I'm here ranting again.
Just got home from The Cathay, watched Ip Man 2.
Touching, Nice end.
What else?

Things has been up & down for me.
I start to complain like most girls.
I start to flare up at slightest shit you will find.
I start to make a big fuss, scold vulgarities.
I start to throw temper at you (I always do).
I start to be emotional.
I start to rise my guard against girls & women.
I start to hate cell bio, hate school.
I start to lose motivation.
I start to hate myself.

Why does things always have to go against me?

But I begin to love something.

I began to love spending money, just to make myself happy.

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Also, I hate it when you behave like a 大男人.

Ciao.

What's wrong?

2010-04-17T23:07:00.002+08:00

I don't know where to begin.
I don't know what went wrong.
Something about me.
Something is different.

I get agitated easily.
I get annoyed.
Whatever that is happening, I find it stupid.
I think I've changed.
Things around me are the same.
Why can't I just pretend nothing happened?

I can't clique with friends anymore.
I got new social circle.
But nobody is there.
I think that he don't understand me enough.
Will he be there when I cry?
Or I think I've watched too much drama.

I feel pathetic.
Maybe I am pathetic.
I got no true friends.
Or maybe like mummy said, I'm used to being ill fated.
I should get used to this feeling soon.

Being alone can be really nice sometimes.
Just have to be positive.

DULAN.

2010-04-13T17:13:00.002+08:00

This post is gonna be vulgar, anger, whatever.

First of all, peggy is moodswinging.
That explains so much about all the anger & attitude.
Sorry lor, I unhappy is like that de la.
So if you cannot stand it, too bad.

AT LEAST I"M SAYING A FUCKING SORRY TO THOSE I OFFENDED OR PROVOKED ME.

Thanks.

Second, things aren't exactly well for me.
If you saw my Fb status, you know why la.

FRIENDS.

Seriously sometimes I cannot stand it.

WHY THE FUCK YOU CALL ME AS FRIEND WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE TIME FOR ME.

Aiya, I don't even need people like you la.
I really am not pointing this at anyone, but if you feel guilty then its not my fault.
I'm stating sometime real.
Don't want go out just say okay.
Don't need tell me a lot excuses, nb.
Not like I will kill you if you don't want? Just be direct la. Why so not steady la. Fuck.

Then, comes to work.
I'm not exactly angry about this la. Just that I met a very irritating customer yesterday?
Suay lor, I not in the mood what. Ji tao is,
Eh hello, you very rich de leh. Need be so niau meh?

C'mon. GET A FUCKIN' LIFEEEEE!!!!

Ma de, last one is school la.
FUCK THAT SHIT?!
I called like don't know how many bloody number? ALL CANNOT SOLVE MY PROBLEM.
Now I got my ID & password, ITS RETARDEDLY INVALID.

WTF IS THIS?!

They better make it okay if not I really complaining.

Too bad, I got vent it out all here.
Cause I really feel that there is no one I can talk to.

I hate it when you talk your things to people, they don't response.
Cb then I talk to you for fuck; talk to wall better? -.-

Then, talk to those that keep interrupting.
Do you have to be so rude not?

Also, those that will end up telling you more about their problem & not caring about yours.
Really la. Don't fuckin call me as your friend.

After all, maybe I've changed.
Maybe I expected too much.
I still feel that old friends are better.
At least they understand you more.

I am so going to enjoy tomorrow <3

Suddenly.

2010-03-22T02:05:00.003+08:00

Monday, September 28, 2009

Been meeting up with baby ng .
She is sick ! God please help her to get well soon. (:
One thing i hate her using the com , is that she reply me through msn is damn fucking mother fuck slowwwwwwww.
Baby ng dont try running away , cause you are fat and you cant run . Dont try .
I love you ! ~
Faster post about me on your blog leiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis . Damn i hate your blog .
i hate the word honey and i hate sugar.

Was busy helping a guy with his new blog.
Well, hopes that everything will go well for him ( If not I waste my time sia! )

While doing it, I was bored and went to read an old blog by my baby!
Seriously, I love it when he blogs.
Even not daily, I just wanna know what is he thinking.
I was reading my own past entries and realised I did change in terms or writing style.
Maybe now older, less colourful and not so free to decorate it ):

Anyway, the above is actually an extract from his blog la.

Baby, if you're reading this, you should know I really want you to blog )))))):
PLEASE CAN????

Aiya, by the time he reads it should be quite some time already.
Alright! Birthday is coming for me!
Got plans to be fulfilled!

I'm going to join my boy in Lalaland!
Bye!~

Hungry for You ):

2010-03-19T14:51:00.004+08:00

What do I look like I was doing before I took this pic?
HAHAHHA, anyone smart enough to guess it correctly will have a treat from me!

Lol, I know I'm lame. What to do.
Haven't been blogging for the longest time, was so busy with trip, school and work.

Hk trip was okay, not exactly really exciting or what, but I do love the food there!
Made me super hungry, and I really want to go back JUST FOR THE FOOD ALONE MAN.
Though its more heavy in taste but definitely addictive :D

Did not buy a lot back but at least got sufficient to spend can le. Now I hope for another holiday with my baby! Should be fun :D

My 18th is coming, I'm going to grow old omg.
Howhowhowwww ):

And my Coach bag hasn't been ordered!

I can't wait to see it ):
But some problems lead to me not getting it nowwww ):

Anyway, I want to go already.
So bored, never work also sian.
Never meet baby more sian!

I'm off now!

Happening.

2010-02-28T16:17:00.009+08:00

Okay! I know I haven't been blogging for the longest time,
But here I am! Back to bloggggggggggggggggg~ :D

First of all, I'm proud that my baby's wallet have arrived!
And if you readers are reading this, you could visit http://usdesire.livejournal.com to see if you want any Coach or Kate spade loveliessssssssss~!

Then, I'm going off to HongKong in two days time!
Yes, I wonder how it would be like.
Gonna be really cautious man.
I want to be able to come back safely for my birthday....

Yea, was busy working. Yesterday was Dunman Care & Share day,
also our monthly-versary! HAHAHHAA.

I'll let pictures do the talking.
Too many things to blog. HAHAHA.

baby with his Iphone ):

I look really scary here.

cute lil jasmine!

Shag CNY.

My lil boy, Jarod :D

at Jb! singing!

Mr yap! Singing~

This is a gross eyeball only my baby would eat.

My Baby, 很帅.

bazaaaaaar!

Last of all, happy 11months baby ♥

AIR-TWO-SAY.

2010-02-06T01:46:00.002+08:00

It hurts when you doubt me even after nearly a year.
Why does this happens?
Am I really that bad, that flirt enough for you to say it again & again?

Seeing a text & no probing, just assuming.
That's all it takes to make me sad.
Go ahead.
Doubt me all you one.
If one day, you really think that more girls that lined up behind me is better,
make me out of the queue.
Cause maybe i'm no longer the No. 1.

Yes, peggy is no longer a Billabong girl.
But it was nice working there.
Learning new stuffs.

However, I enjoy my current work a lot too.
Its fun BUT ALSO, stress as its my first time in this line.
Just like how I got scolded today.

But still! I enjoy working with my full timer girls :D
Adeline & Shiya are all friendly people.
Adeline is cute, always smiling to me.
And Shiya is nice, always helping me.

I think I created much troubles for them, kept calling them and ask stuffs.
But I'll learn more & be independent! :)

To the rest, photos will be up soon as phone crashed.
AHAHAHHA. SEEYOU!

MAGGIE

2010-01-29T00:15:00.003+08:00

Okay, I know you will ask me where am I posted to and what course.

So to S, and just everyone else:

I'm posted to Singapore Poly (Perfumery & Cosmetic Sciences) .

Yes la, SP.
New course.
Whatever.

Hope I find peace there.

Anyway, I'm not really a Billabong girl already.
I'm hopping to something else. Which i don't feel like saying.
Close friends should know, and it is something which is really close to my NEW COURSE.

Whatever. I think I'm getting short-tempered lately.
Not only me, many people too.

I should start starving myself and exercise.
I want cut that tummy down. Cut that weight down.

I need sleep early too.
Cure that eye ring.

Whatever, stop pin pointing my flaws cause you ain't better.

My hair, is not straight already. YAY.

I wanna have a break. Really.

What to Do ?

2010-01-17T01:37:00.004+08:00

Aiya, I very bored leh.

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My stupid Boyfriend Ian Yeo is like gambling now?!
Yet to reply his super.awesome.bored.&sweet.girlfriend.
If baby you're reading this,
YOU WANNA DIE IS IT?!?!

You better treat me asap or you can forget about your COACH wallet.
HA HA HA.

Wah, tomorrow working sia. I think now hor I blog like I talk only.
Think of what just type.
Lol. Then hor, my tagboard:

Can you all use different names?! Like A, B or C la. Anything but passerby cause I really don't know who to reply or what ?

I wanna go CNY shopping leh! FISHHHHH.
But then I very pok liao. Also don't know spend on what.
Don't care. Maybe I shop online. HAHAHA. VERYVERY GOOD.

Baby ar, maybe I should call you something else already.
Cause Baby too common ! :D

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Very sad leh. Write till now still no reply from him.
Asshole. Gamble till throw me aside.
HUMPH.

Then also, now I workworkwork everyday, don't even have time for him. Have, he also schooling. WHERE GOT TIME YOU TELL ME?! FUCKKK, I wanna get married. :p

I look forward to many things man.
Maybe I should write a list down soon.
Then blog it :D , machiam hinting people for BIRTHDAY GIFT only !

Whatever it is, FIRST THING ON MIND IS THE COACH WALLET.
HAHAHAHHA. COMETOMUMMYASAP! <3333333333>a lil only & DAYBREAKER SUCKS.

PERM HAIR IS NEXT!

Replies to Tag.

2010-01-13T08:08:00.003+08:00

I seriously don't know where I stopped again, so let's do extra :D

To all those people who tagged me to be strong & cheer up etc,
THANK YOU. (:

To Rachel, Samantha, Hilary & Xinyu:
Relinked!

To passerby1 who said I didn't brush teeth:
How you know man? HAHAHAHA. Wanna smell my SUPERBADBREATH?

To Passerbyyy:) :
Using Samsung UltraTouch S8300 :D

To Passerby2 who asked where I got the mac eyeshadow:
It's actually from Pasir Ris interchange towards the back. I was considering to sell it or not :/

To Nico:
Not sure on which school yet, either TP or SP ? :)

To Aloy & Jasmine:
Thankyou, moodswinging is like that de laaaaa~

To SebastianKheh:
Got hor, when me & bf quarrel he say I no friends also. LOL!

To Gina:
Hope you have fun working & kudos to your new r/s! :D

Okay, I think I'm done replying.

Feeling hungry now. Baby is in school. Got work later for me ):

Tonight Jasmine's chalet, I had a nightmare about her last night. WAHAHAH.

Idunnowhatelsetosay.

But i think I know where to get my hair done!

Ohyea, Os was shitty. ALLTHANKSTOENGLISH ):

Will be back! & Iloveyou all! Including people who dislike me! MUACKS~

xoxo.

2010-01-04T00:30:00.008+08:00

Aiya, peggy is back to blog.

Why?

Cause I know you all miss me lahhh~

No la, actually cause FB la, lag like what.

Okay la, This is gonna be a photo post!

HERE IT COMES!

Realised I haven't been taking photos with my baby.
How how how?
Tomorrow school reopen! Less time together ):

Omg, I miss him already :( x 123435775689999

OHYEA! Saw the Elva pic?
I want that hair! AWESOME RIGHT.

Gonna do it before CNY!!! "D

Heard results is out on 11? OMG. HOWTODIEMAN.

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING MAN! :D
18181818181818181818181818~

Will be back to blog!
More photos on Fb! :D

Back again.

2010-01-02T01:49:00.002+08:00

Because I am uploading pictures to Fb & I got nothing to do, I decided to blog!

About what? I also don't know! HAHAHHAA.

Well, I remembered during countdown, many ladies died on their heels.
It's true that girls like to be pretty no matter what. EVEN HURTING THEIR FEET.
I think it's okay if you know the limits isn't it?
I don't think I would want scars on my legs just because of a day being pretty or what.

Okay, my baby is like working.
And I am supposed to be asleep.
Maybe I will work on my album tomorrow.
So tedious to actually post all photos taken in a year selectively into an album.

AHHHHHHHHH, Jasmine's birthday coming.
And Hk trip is nearer! Got to saveeeeee!

That is all! Will be back for more!
Click onto Fb for more photos update! :D

1st Jan 2010

2010-01-01T13:03:00.004+08:00

Just one very random post.

Your Love Horoscope

Happy New Year, Aries! You will find that this is a very productive period for you when it comes to love. This new year is going to bring many of the blessings you have been waiting for, and you will find that you will easily get what you want with romance, whether you are single or attached. This is a new year where you feel free to concentrate on the things that are most important to you now when it comes to romance. Getting what you really want and moving toward achieving the things which are important to you may involve surrendering something or eliminating something from your life at this time. In order for change you need out with the old to bring in with the new, so perhaps an attitude, a situation, or an attachment that has been impeding you is now released.

My Daily Horoscope:

This is a day on which your energy could be split between optimism and regret, Aries. On the one hand, you may feel like you've been betrayed by a person or method that did not live up to its promises. On the other, you've grasped a learning experience that will spur you on towards greater accomplishments. This is not a cause to give up. One of the main building blocks of success is failure. In the meantime, there could be a realization or new information pertaining to work or business that could be profitable.

Wow, it's like rather true.
And indeed I do have a hard relationship with Capricorn.
What can be done to make it better?

Anyways.

Happy New Year All Readers!

:)

Hope 2010 is a better year to you all!

The 280th.

2009-12-30T18:23:00.003+08:00

Wanted to post something badly.
But was super affected by something.

So let's just make it a short one.

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So fast, one year has past.
What have I went through this year?

Family.

Haven't really been seeing my nanny's family a lot this year due to major exams,
it's time to really do some catching up.
I really hope we can all see each other soon.
With new members to the big family.

To my own family.
I wish that I haven't had such an immature brother.

Friends.

Some people are so hypocrites.
I knew that all along. Just that this year I went through more of it.
Thought I really could overcome the fact that I don't have friends.
But He was right. My friends sucked. They are just scumbags that ask me out when they need me.
I had enough. I am dumb. I still am.
So what if I'm complaining everyday?

Let's just hope new year I will meet more trustworthy and reliable friends.

School.

One entire year of mugging is finally over.
All the heartaches from CCA, all the waking up early, lazy go to school.
Everything is finally over.
Now it's just the fear of getting results.

I'm so gonna miss Dunman.

Love.

This year is a really big breakthrough.
I broke out of the bf-in-the-same-school curse & 4months-only-rs curse.
However I broke another innocent guy's heart.
Maybe it's just Fate.

Yet I feel that this rs is painful too.
Have we really understood each other?

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With one year almost gone, another year is to come.
What's my resolution?

Okay, I realised I didn't blog about it.
Or I couldn't find it.
Whatever, then this is the coming year one:

Save more MONEYYYY$$$.
Stop your stubborn behavior, learn to listen to people.
Do everything you can to keep your relationship with people good, esp towards him.
No more playing/ fooling around. Study hard.
Be as nice to your mother, brother. As much as possible.

Should be do-able.
Let's see what is my list of what-i-want then:

I want him to know that he does makes a difference in my life.
I want him to treat me better, understand me more.
A coach bag!
CAMERA, POLAROID!
More clothes!
BLOG MORE!
Make-ups!
A really chio diamond! (necklace, ring whatever)
WATCH!
Pretty nails!
Last of all, long long with ian yeo huang hui. ♥

Okay la, I really don't know what else.
I'm like browsing through this year's entries.
I really hope I can do things well in coming year.
I'm off.

Goodbye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IANY!

2009-12-30T13:52:00.002+08:00

First of all,
Happy Birthday MY BIGGEST BABY!

You're finally 16!
Like Desmond said you can finally open one pool table! :D

Okay, jokes aside.
Just hope that this big baby will grow up even more & do well for "O"s next year.
& of course I love you! <3

Yesterday's celebration was great.
Though it was a little cropped up by some disagreements as to going where.
& my poor lil baby was pathetic by vomiting everywhere.
Hope he is feeling better now :/

Oh yea and we went to sing K for the first time! :D
FUNFUNAWESOMEAMAZINGSHIT.
I loveeeeeeeeeeee singing. Hahahahah.

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Working is so tiring suddenly.
But good thing today off.
Actually working is fun when Jasmine is around.
Or at least when someone is there to talk to me. Maybe customers too.

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Tomorrow's countdown!
A new year is here!
Review of the year and resolution on the next post!

:)

Okay, I don't know what to blog already.
Pictures will be up soon!

PS: Sorry SEBASTIAN KHEH FOR MAKING YOUR LINK WRONG!

MOODY.

2009-12-19T23:44:00.003+08:00

Conscience: What's wrong Peggy?

Peggy: I don't know. I don't feel happy. So sudden.

Conscience: Hmmm, no reasons? Work, Friends, Love, School?

Peggy: Maybe all.

Conscience: Are you doing anything to it then?

Peggy: No. I feel like taking a break from everything. I'm tired. Maybe crying makes me feel better?

Conscience: Crying again? Why not tell someone?

Peggy: I am what, I'm telling you.

Conscience: -.- , cheer up.

Peggy: Thanks.

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Today is such a long day.
Felt so tired and moody towards the end.
No mood to laugh, think and do things.

I wanna get a Coach wallet.
Damn it, it's only available in US.
Maybe I should go out on 23 and search for it.

My baby sleep like no tomorrow.
I better not call him.
I feel restless.

Thank you Reuben & Yu Jia for coming down today uh.

Also Thank you Baby for coming down to accompany me whenever you're free luh.
Love you most already.

P.S: SANTA CLAUS IS COMING! HE GAVE ME A LOLLIPOP TODAY! :D

Quick one.

2009-12-18T00:53:00.002+08:00

Okay, I reallllllllllllllllly wanted to blog, but then I got busy looking at websites and chatting!
So yea, just a really short post.

Been working a lot lately, which is kinda good.
Earn money la, can spend more in hk! :D

But then again I lost time with friends, family, etc.
That is how life works la, what to do.

And we'll back on track! I've learned to not view blogs already.
So yea, won't get jealous! :D

Aiya, so many things on my mind now.
N levels results later, Wenyong birthday, party, presents exchange, Christmas, and of course,
My Baby's Birthday.

Ah! I don't know how la hor.
Just got to savesavesave and not overspent!
Still owe people money lor! GOSH.

Whatever, got to go. Tomorrow working full hor! ):
Good And Bad.
Last of all, The Storm Warriors SUCKS.
BIG TIME.
Don't WATCH IT.

Goodnight!

again.

2009-12-15T02:37:00.002+08:00

Computer makes me laugh and cry.

One minute I see something I like,
Another minute I see something I dislike.

So what does that mean?

I think I should never go online often.
I should just buy something that allows me to blog only.

Goodbye,

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2009-12-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

We're going towards the wrong destination.

Happiness.

2009-12-12T01:30:00.002+08:00

You can laugh at me for having no friends,
You can laugh at me for being a loser,
You can laugh at me for being stupid,
You can laugh at me for being pathetic,

But you sure cannot laugh at me for having such a great boyfriend :)

♥

nothing.

2009-12-10T22:58:00.001+08:00

I'm always unhappy about something,
since when am I happy?

Everything lies with me.
Thanks for making it better by trying to give in.

This is me.
I'm never happy.
Goodbye.

Having A Break.

2009-11-30T15:26:00.002+08:00

I hate the aftermath of crying at night.

Now my eyes are so swollen it feels like I can't open my eyes normally.
And of course, I looked like shit.

For whatever that has happened, be it.
I got to get over it.
I'm blessed that someone was there to help, I couldn't imagine what will happen without him.

I'm not ever gonna work at redemption again;
not with my brother also.
I hate the way Capricorn always go against Aries.
It makes working so much harder.
What lost is lost, just thank God at least it's over.

I'm gonna start working again tomorrow.
Have to find time out to thank the one who helped me personally.
Sorry for letting everyone down & worried.
Ultimately Chenpei is the way she is, she is just worthless, helpless and useless.

I'm just a hinder to everyone's life here.

PMS.

2009-11-27T02:30:00.001+08:00

I don't like the fact that i'm crying almost everyday.

Make me smile again, okay?

Pictures!

2009-11-22T23:50:00.001+08:00

HOW COMES THE PHOTO GANG! :D

Okay, more to come!
Next time though! :D
Bye all!

Taking A Break.

2009-11-22T22:53:00.002+08:00

OhMyGod. I'm back.
Phew, it's like totally nerve racking for me?
With so much programs and activities for me, I almost broke down man.

Let's start proper blogging! :D

First of all, PEGGY IS A RED-BROWN HEAD NOW!
Most of you guys would have seen it if you saw me, or my photos.
And I'm so sick of straight hair, I feel like curling it, damn.

Second, I'm working starting TOMORROW.
So for those who might want to date me out (later I shy) please let me know in advance!
Ps: Boyf and Girlfriends come first :D

Third, Prom & graduation was a success! <3
Yea, it was fun, my heels not only was super chio, (even ang moh commented on it)
and the food was better than expected! :D
But too bad Mr Bernard not around & we didn't take as much photos ):
I'm gonnnnnna miss him & all the teachers );

Oh yea! And thanks to my beloved EUPHONIUM JUNIORS.
It was touching for them to produce such heart-warming video for me! (Though around half is Khairul & Amirah's photos)
Still BIG THANK-YOU!
You guys are great, we should go out sooooooon! :D
Farewell party wasn't that bad I think~ Thanks for the effort! :)

What else what else?

My back is gonna kill me tomorrow,
hope the doctor don't give me injections into the bone; it sounds pain :/
And I'm happy because bee can work already! Though not with me.
Pictures up on next post!

Keep tuning in~ Love you all! :D

Freedom!

2009-11-13T22:19:00.003+08:00

Okay, now that O levels is finally done with,
I neeeeed to catch up on blogging!

Looks like my lil tagboard there is dying,
maybe I should remove it soon.
Depends! :D

Ohmygod, prom is such a killer la.
If it's not because I pay already I sure won't go lor.
Money fly like mad, plus I getting lazy!
Even make-up also lazy, OMGOMGOMG.

I NEEEED TO WORK! WHO WANTS TO HIRE ME?!?!

Been shopping a lot, wanna dye hair but ex leh!
My hair too long, ):

Alright, I wanna play game already!
See you all soon! :D

Oh, Happy Advance Birthday: Yujia, Victor & Way Kang! :)

Halfway there.

2009-10-26T22:39:00.005+08:00

Hey all Hunniessssss :D

Thanks for whatever wishes you guys made and the concern of those who really cared about me.
To the others who simply put on a facade, bug off.
Chenpei's life is so much better without you all.

To the unknown Passer-by,
Thanks for your comments. At least I have humane friends. Friends WITH FEELINGS.
I act cute at least I got substance, people wanna see.
You, I don't know la. Maybe you got cute ass lor.
Not bad leh like that!
;
I totally have no interest to know who you are already, cause I think you can't survive for good.
I may lack of friends who are female, but I still have brothers who will be there for me.
And I have a loving boyfriend who will pamper me.

You may just be another old hag who don't even have someone to love man.
Pathetic little kid... ):

And to that someone who wrote me a letter,
Thanks, but I believe I rather work things out after exams.

Good Luck To All O Level Students! :D

Again.

2009-10-14T17:06:00.003+08:00

Chenpei is a bad friend.
She always will be one.

So many times things like this happened.
I feel betrayed.
All the times I tried to befriend a girl, but it don't work.
Now I thought you were my best friend, yet you're turned against me.

Tears kept rolling down my hot cheeks;
it felt cold.
Was it because my cheeks were too hot compared to the tears,
or the tears symbolizes your cold-heartedness?

Yes, I am a loser.
I always use you when I don't even fucking know what I did.
I am by nature this way, what else do you want man?

I'm not gaining sympathy here for losing a friend,
I'm heartbroken, because you're like manipulated by someone else.

Friends don't tell you what to do,
Friends don't judge how bad are you,
Friends tell you what is right & wrong,
Friends speaks up about each other in the face,
Friends don't despise you even if the whole world did so,
Lastly, Friends are definitely not Hypocrites.

In this event, I saw who my real friends are.
It's disappointing when your trust is broken by someone.
& this is not the first time it happened.
Yet, it's one of the most painful experience I have.

For those with true friends, you're indeed so lucky.
So do treasure them.

P.S: You should know who I'm talking about. For those who hates me, continue doing so. Cause your unhappiness won't cause me to shorten my life, it'll just make me a stronger person.

http://candyzebras.blogspot.com/

2009-09-28T23:42:00.002+08:00

VISIT!

Yes, that is not my shop, but my friend's! :D
Do see see okay! Must buy also la! Cause i think it's really prettttttty!

I'm sick leh! But okay la, tomorrow need to go school!
Got loads of papers to complete. DIE!

Anyway for those taking Ns, and having study breaks buck up!
Especially loser okay! Must go up hor! :D

That is about it la, will blog the pictures up soon!

baby! study hard!
you don't run away too!

Examzxzs~

2009-09-25T23:34:00.003+08:00

Less than a month to exams,
I need to complete more papers!

Saving up for prom, hope that cow can really turn up :/
Jiayi too! You must come okay? :(

Working after exams is a must man,
need to earn money! :D

Oh, my friend has a blogshop and I'm going to advertise!
I am going to be her FAT model! :x
Will put up link soon so do support!

Last of all, I'm really goonnnnnna be very busy,
so sorry bloggieeeee~! :(
I love you and you know it righttttttttttttttttttt~

Chaos!

afraid.

090909!

2009-09-09T23:26:00.001+08:00

Hello readers! Peggy is now blogging via mummy's phone. So sad right! Because she lazy, on computer also don't want. Should be named Piggy already!

It's a nice day today, and once in a life time date! How did all of you spend it? Hope it was great eh! Give thanks to people who have been there okay! :)

Last of all those graduating this year de students do well for exams okay! And happy birthday again michelle! <3
*ps: i feel like dying my hair black.

When Two Becomes One.

2009-09-04T19:22:00.002+08:00

Is it so hard to be as one?

Everything should be considered as one,
no more for me, or for you only.
Our mindset should also be the same.
Understanding, accepting each other.

But somehow, something will always be in the way.
I've always believed in:
Correct person,
Correct time,
Correct place.

Are we all correct?

You want me to be happy, I want the same for you as well.

To the loser,

I didn't know I meant so much to you.
I know, I've hurt you enough.
So now I bet nothing more.
It has been a long time, I opened the folder that only belong to us.
Couple of photos deleted. No longer around.

You know you are better off with someone else.
Bring the love you have for me to another girl.
I'm sure you will receive just as much love back to you.

Read your blog, guess it's been hard on all of us.
So good bye to you,
Study hard.

She is now studying hard, will be gone for 2 months.
Take care all darlings.

MAKE ME CRY LA!

2009-09-01T00:40:00.001+08:00

rubbing makes wonder.
Now my eye is all swollen ):

BREAK-TIME!

2009-09-01T00:09:00.003+08:00

BANG BANG BANGS! :(

Yesyes, Chenpei is back with bangs.
Don't worry, there will be a photo spam later.
SEE ALL YOU WANT.

Side-tracking a little, how's everyone doing!
For me it's definitely better, because D&T is gone!
Not for good, at least a short break :)
And of course I'm heading towards my goal,

APPAREL DESIGN! :DDD

Oh, don't ask me why BANGS.
It's just a mistake okay.
Communication error.

So, I hope everyone is doing well.
And, tomorrow is our Beloved Teacher's Day!
I would say today! Sorry.

So here I am, wishing all teachers a

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

Especially those who taught me all these years,
thank you! :D

PHOTO SPAM TIME!

I WANTED THIS HAIR ONE!!!! ):

LOVE THIS!

THIS TOOOOOO! (LOVEEEEE)

THAT IS ALL! STUDY HARD PEOPLE! :D

-

2009-08-28T12:36:00.001+08:00

Less than 5 more hours to my deadline,
Can a miracle happen?

Lost It All.

2009-08-19T16:00:00.003+08:00

To begin with, I think I've always lacked of Confidence.

Since young I guess.
I'm not like a babe, not like a smart girl, not even a sociable person.

Whenever I meet some one unfamiliar, I'll just try to avoid as much as possible.
I hate meeting new people, not unless it's someone I'm comfortable with.
& now, after I know I'm not always the best, not at least any good, I've lost it all.

My O levels mother tongue, just as expected, I got a B3.
I am not sad, I'm just kinda dishearten.
My Oral, being one of my strongest point, actually became my weakest factor.
I merely passed it.

Maybe like I've said before, it's my luck.
I got a tough conversation topic, and I'm not doing well.
Am I putting in enough effort?
I guess not at all.

My English oral is coming, will I do well enough?

Leaving this aside, not only studies makes me lose my confidence, even friends does.
I've realised, sometimes when you try so hard to be someone you're not, everything will just hit you back twice as much.
I should just stick to my old friends, or just being alone. Right?

But I know there are definitely some friends I can rely on.
They are the one who don't leave me, who don't speak back behind my backs.
At least, they are those who label me as their "Friend".

Going out as a group would have many joy & laughter,
but how many are actually involved?
That's why, I prefer to go out in small group.
Everything will just be shared among us.
Wouldn't that be better?

But afterall, I'm glad.
Putting all these problems aside, I still have my family.
My nanny's family as well.
They are ultimately my happiness.
If one day, even they choose to quarrel with me, I guess it'll just be another breakdown for me.

My food poisoning is almost over, just that my appetite still haven't really much recovered.
I know my emotions lately had been bad, sorry for those who put up with me.
Stomach cramp and headache just drives me mad.

Last quote for the day:

Always think of those who are in worst state when you want to complain.

Blogger is my bestest friend, I bet it applies to many too.

Lovely~

2009-08-13T17:07:00.004+08:00

Ah! Though the beautiful date of 070809 is long over,
I'm still blogging about it! :D

Actually you know la, Chenpei got stm.
So yea! I only remember I haven't been treating people well for that week la.
But I will change okay hun! I swear :D

Then it was National Day.
OMG. Having dinner with you family.
Totally scared me out.
But good thing it wasn't that bad.
That night was the best too! (Loves!)

I don't know when will be another fun filled day,
but I know it's gonna be everyday with you! :)

And I'm still waiting for 070909! :D

I love You!

JIAYI SAVES THE DAY!

2009-08-13T16:46:00.003+08:00

OMG!

JIAYI IS TOTALLY A GENIUS!
HOW THE FISH DID SHE KNOW NEED TO PRESS THAT!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

She just taught to press two wonderful buttons, and tadah!
BLOGGER IS BACK!
I"M SO SHOCKED + HAPPY + I FEEEL LIKE SCOLDING SOMEONE!

Whatever!

Here are photos man!

WILL UPLOAD MORE AGAIN!

HAPPY PRELIM-ING PEEP! :D

Replies to Tags.

2009-08-09T01:14:00.000+08:00

First of all,
I don't know is it my computer or what,
Blogger seemed to have change formatting.
So I think I'm lagging.
By any chance, I'm here to reply to tags.

ck: peggggggggyyyyyyyyyyy
peggy: hello ckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~

wilson: i can see a mini cooper coming out of u! :D
peggy: a cute one right! :D

Justin: Yo, relax la. Cheer up. i'm sure you dad won't want you to live a life of regretness and unhappily.
Justin: So cheer up ok?:D Smile........:D
peggy: yo back, I'm fine, thanks :)

jingyi♥: Woo...the video is at ah ma house right wib jieying and ahma i heard ah ma vioce when you going tell
peggy: Yup, while wrapping dumpling :)

hilary: tsk! thats it man, chenpei never take picture with me :/
peggy: is you don't want! :s

aloy: Don't think so much alright? :D cheer up naughty girl. be brave , be strong.
peggy: Yes naughty boy, meet up real soon man! :D

jasmine: yoyo party soon!! jiayou for exam
jasmine: cheer up ya!!
peggy: Yes babe! CLUBBING! :D ~

johnathan: Nice blog! hahahs. Cheer up yaw!
peggy: yours not bad either! :D

Meihua: cheerup eh! (: anw, you and emrys same class?!
peggy: Yes girl! :) Nope! He's not from my class. How you know him?

Waiyan: Hello ! :D
peggy: Hello sweetie! :D

PB: what sch are you studying at ?
pb: study hard and all the best for your O's . sick must takecare . Be happy always .
peggy: Dunman sec :)Thanks, will study hard man, You are?

Jiayi: Ehhh, isn't that at my house there?? Haha! =)
Jiayi: Tmr will be a better day, trust me! =)
peggy: No, not there :D Trying to. LOL.

Kenneth Ho: YOYOYO =D
Kenneth Ho: I'm always here what =)
peggy: Hey hun! :D I know, always around me ♥

Don: TAG
Peggy: yea boy? ;)

Jiierui: Stay Happy =)) "Every Unhappiness Brings You 1 Step Nearer To Happiness" Lols.. tc
Peggy: Thanks :) you take care too.

-: tink. hu's ur closest fren
Peggy: ask me think is as good as asking me give up. I believe I do things for a reason. I don't need you to teach me. You want tell me who I hurt.

=: ur new bf is that guy ur arm was around in 21 july entry?
Peggy: Yup, why?

Done with all. I guess.
WHY CAN'T I UPLOAD PHOTOSSSSS. ):

Last of all,

Happy Birthday to Singapore, and Darren :)

zzz.

2009-07-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

Something wrong with Blogger.

:(

2009-07-22T17:57:00.002+08:00

If time can go back, what would you wanna change?

Today is super $&@#&()()_+!_@(&(*)(&^
Had Listening Compre,
I didn't sign my Answer Sheet;
cabbed back to school just to sign it,
phone dropped on the floor because I was too angry.
Now it cannot read my memory card.

What the fuck is wrong with today.

Yesterday emotional,
Today angry & a little emotional.
What about tomorrow?

Sweet, you're wanted.